i think the hardest part about being back at home at 34 is that i feel like i am a kid all over again and i have less freedom than i am used to. it's so weird and it sucks. and i feel like i have to keep reenforcing the fact that i'm not a kid anymore. i feel reactive and at the same time, i feel like i need to keep setting boundaries.
how many more times can i use the phrase "i feel"? strangely emotional these days, which i guess makes sense.
i have my third interview at the same company tomorrow; trying not to be nervous or intimidated. on a shallow note, i'm not sure what to wear. have an interview with a recruiter on wednesday; we'll see how that goes. i've never had that much luck with recruiters, but maybe this will be a good thing. just sent an email follow-up about an interview this week so hopefully, i will hear something soon. i sent my thank-you card to the amazing guy i met on friday. i really, really hope that something comes from that.
trying to get motivated to get on the treadmill. i might as well make some good use of the time on my hands--aside from catching up on ncis.
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